My current habits are both old and stale. My state of inattentiveness is astounding to myself. I have this new resposibility, given to me by myself, that I want to array into my life. I could do this as I always did, but I have grown, changed, and learned a whole lot. Going back to the same habits, with no reconsideration, would be foolish of me.
I think that I have much to relearn over the next few months.